Small Girl, Big Life

The only plus side to this situation is the fact that we're 5 minutes away from the TN/KY state line and KY liquor laws are not completely gay like TN's, so I can go buy a bottle of hard liquor if I really wanna on a Sunday.

I was ready to move back to my 'hood in like 5 months. But NO. Jay has to change his freaking mind -again- about what he wants to do with his freaking life and decided he wants to do aircraft mechanics ..... 'Cuz there's a school right behind our apt complex and he can use his G.I. Bill and all that great and awesome shit.

17 months this program is. 34 if you take night classes. Which means I'm stuck here for 2 freaking years at -least- 'cuz he won't be able to start until he gets out.

On top of that, the roomie that's in Afghanistan (after we told him his "wife" in NYC been telling ppl he's gonna move up there and take her on vacay to the Phillippines and stuff) said that not only is he hoping to move back in with us until he gets stuff figured out, he wants to go on vacation with -us-, not her. 'Cuz she's retarded. IDK.

I really don't -mind- Cam moving back in with us, 'cuz not many people can put up with our shit - esp on the weekends. But, now Jay's looking for 3 bedroom places instead of just 2. I keep telling him we can always move into something bigger before he gets back, but I'm not paying an extra $200 - $300 a month for a room that no one's living in.

I also told him I'm getting my damn Newfoundland (dog), since he's making me stay here.

Besides that, with my Employment History, it's gonna be hard for me to find a job. I refuse to go back into a restaurant or retail. Or a gas station. Esp. Restaurants. My liquor license expires next month anyway & it costs like $70 total to get it renewed (mandatory 6 hr class: $55, Downtown Parking: $5 - $10, getting the actual license: another $5 - $10), sooo yeah.

This is very frustrating.