Small Girl, Big Life

One of my best friends, I guess- we hadn't really been close in years, but we grew up together... She hung herself.

I still can't believe it. I wish there were something I could've done. She left behind like 4 kids.

She struggled with drugs for a large chunk of her life, I'm pretty positive even up until she died. She was in a really bad car accident that nearly killed her a year or so ago, and apparently tried to get her shit together, but it didn't really work out.

And to make things a bit worse, I've really been having to talk my best friend here in NYC out of doing the same thing quite often lately while I struggle with my own depression and anxiety.

There's a bunch of other stuff too.

Life sucks in general right now.... Except for us hopefully adopting this Tibetan Mastiff. He's absolutely gorgeous and so sweet. We're very in love with him. We find out this week if he's gonna be ours! <3

That's literally the only bright spot and positive thing in my life right now. Sigh.