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Well...it has certainly been awhile since I've been hear. No one probably remembers me, but hey there. A lot has changed in my life, but nothing particularly important or worth bringing up. I suppose the fact that I'm mostly sober now, cept for the occasional drink.

It's been awhile since my last update, mainly due to the lack of positivity the past few months and I felt like I was being whiny. Anyway, seemed like everything kinda bottomed out and stayed the same for awhile, so I assumed things could only go up, but as I started to feel a glimmer of hope...tragedy struck.

The closest person to a mother I ever had, my paternal-grandmother, passed away VERY unexpectedly on April 19. The day she died, I drove to her house when my sister asked me ...

Been awhile since I last posted. Things are starting to look up a bit, found a pleasant surprise in my bank account that will cover Netflix for another month AND my phone/internet bill was half as big as i thought it would be...so I'm not QUITE as worried about my money situation, it's not good, but not as bad as it could be I suppose. I'm currently working on my FAFSA to enroll in school, hoping I can get grants and such to live off of while I embark on an educational journey, but how the **** ...

Do you ever sleep so much that your brain just can't function any longer? I some how slept 17 hours "last night" after being awake for like...28, hardly a good reason, but damn, I'm all kinds of ****ed. I woke up at 9 PM and it felt like I had been asleep for 200 years. "Did the world end!?". My brain still feels like a baked potato...idk how it even happened.

I'm drunk and alone on whiskey...fuuuuck the feels. I want to rage...or at least not be alone...can't even get anyone for a cam chat...time to go punch doors and shit.