I am the relationship-butcher.
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, 09-08-2013 at 11:56 AM (6235 Views)
JEEEEEZE, I've butchered another relationship. Startling realization #Ialwaysknewthat -_-;
So, I met a guy at a different forum that I was temporarily a member of (just to vent some anger at the moderators of this site after the V4 switchy thing - yeah, like I'm really gonna get over you destroying the planet, Freiza) Anyway, over there, in that awesome, but somehow shockingly crude forum, we immediately clicked. Even though we hardly shared any of the same hobbies, (he's an action type guy, while I'm more of a strategy gamer) we spoke the same language and I had a great time joking around with him. Unfortunately the fun had to come to an end because as much as I gripe, I'm still drawn to this place. It was tough leaving the other forum, though, because they had this cool arcade (hint - HINT, mods!) and in the process, I didn't say goodbye to him. Unaware that he'd been writing me and waiting for me to respond all that time, I went carelessly on with my life - what a ----- (< insert harsh, self-debasing insult here).
Anyway, last month the guy actually tracked me down to here and...I fessed up that it really was me and apologized and he said he forgave me, but I sense a lull in our relationship. I guess deep down I truly don't believe he's forgiven me. I don't believe I was worth searching all that time for either, when it comes down to it... am I just imagining this?
Should I bring it up or ignore it?
Yeah, I knoooow I said I'd use my blog only to advertise my art, and I WILL put an old sketch up here as soon as my scanner stops producing black portals![]()