A dark day...
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, 06-23-2014 at 05:45 AM (578 Views)
This morning when I went to go feed Luca and the kittens, I saw Luca on the front porch. She had slipped her collar at some time since I let Jackson out to use the bathroom. When I dragged her back to the doghouse and her collar, I saw what I never wanted to see. lowercase was lying lifeless near the doghouse. I put him, or what was left of him, in the wheelbarrow. I then disposed of him. I loved that little bug. He was growing up to look just like his father. And he was just as loveable. And now I can't find Stri-P-Grr. No doubt she is probably scared and in hiding right now. I left food out for her, just like always. I am hoping she is still okay. If I find her, I will ask to keep her inside. Brutus is fixed, so there's no chance of her getting pregnant. I just want to keep what I have left alive.
I sent a message to Mom this morning, telling her what had happened. She said that my Aunt would give me one of her kittens if I wanted it. But I don't want another one. And it's not some childish "I want lowercase back" kind of thing. I don't want to get another cat until my family is back together in our own place to live. I don't want to bring in another animal, if I can't give it anything more than a life living in a dirty barn with holes in the floor and walls, where dogs and other creatures could get to it. So I will wait.
I earned a few trophies in PlayStation Home yesterday. I also started a save file in Grand Theft Auto V in order to get the trophies I am lacking in that game. But I think I will delete the save file. I don't know. Right now, I don't feel that playing is something I want to do. I am supposed to put primer on the walls downstairs today, because tomorrow the painter is coming to paint. I want to get started soon, that way I will be done before it gets too hot. It is already 75 degrees in my bedroom, and it supposed to get to 90 degrees outside today.
Well, that's about it for now. I hope to see you around the forums, and until then...
Later!
Michael