Blargh! A Blog!

Hiya all. I just wanted to post something real quick.

Looking through my phone today, I noticed I still have my ex's phone. We're friends and all, but.....I don't know, suddenly started feeling down again. It's been over 8 months since we broke up. And when we dated we only made it til six months. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess it's just how the memories roll in because I feel fine now. I certainly am a better person than I was 8 months ago.

Which brings me to my title: Will I ever meet the woman of my dreams? I thought something was gonna happen every time a relationship seemed great, but I don't know. Maybe I'm unfit to begin another, but one of my biggest fears is dying alone, without kids to carry on our family name.

I gave myself 5 minutes to write this and I guess I didn't do bad. See you all later. Hopefully I'll feel better when I log back in.