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Well, it looks like this might be the last post ill make here. As ive said before, ive been playing around with web design for a while now and ive finally got around to making my own forum for my own game design and ill be blogging there (its a little more relevant), however.. i cant really go without a more personal use forum (i dont really want people i know seeing how screwed up i am inside, like some of you probably do). So, this may be the last, or it might not, but i dont really post that ...

Coming up to my last week here alone.

Ive actually cooked a few meals for myself now. Like.. proper meals instead of just heating up frozen food or simplicities like sausages or whatever. People dont believe me when i say i can cook. Though i almost always take the lesser role in cooking when i do with others, i dont lack the ability. I do lack confidence in cooking with others though. My sense of taste isnt exactly similar to that of others... Or at least those that i know. When ...

Well, ive been on my own a week now. Things for me are... better. Yeah, definitely better. I can at least see how i am emotionally for how i really am. Which is pretty damn bad atm. But that can change.

Im becoming reliant on alcohol again. I dont particularly mind, as i have the money to support it at the moment, as well as still being able to save for a bond for my new house. Which i really need to start going towards.. But motivation... :/

I was looking at some people ...

'I wish you could see you're the only girl ive ever dreamed of'

Well, ive missed 2 psychologist appointments now. Its not because i think of it particularly not worth going to or anything, but.. i just dont remember it. Like its not important to me the slightest. I guess ill see how i feel about it in a few months. I dont really want someone telling me what i know i already have, or how to fix it. Theres a few things i can fix myself before then anyways.

While i stay ...

Im actually finally getting a bit more inspiration to continue developing, not that my interest has gone down at all. I dont know where i was when i last posted, but ive pretty much got a general idea of the UI i want, which only needs implementation to find finetune it all. And thats not really likely to happen for a fair while.

Found a game today that from videos, shows vaguely what we want from the space side of things (which overall can be a large portion of the game, depending ...