The struggle over the tyranny of my world

Been a while since ive posted, but thats only because ive had one of those.. eh moments.

Not much is really happening at the moment. Working for thai is good, i got a FoH shift the other day, even though im supposed to get a haircut before then.. but i really really dont want to do that. Im quite comfortable with how i look at the moment.. let alone taking out something im fond of in my appearence. But eh, ill have to eventually, but i can probably hold that off for a few weeks.

Magilla leaves tomorrow, moving far away. That basically just leaves demons and i here. Not too sure how thats going to go, but at least ill probably end up seeing him more i guess. Though, i hope i dont have to live with my parents that much longer. He's so lucky the girls he falls for's parents let him basically live there. Wish i had that.. although my last experience living with a gf... eh. Id probably like to have my own place and let one stay round whenever she wants. Not so i can kick said girl out, but just so its my space i guess. Not that im ever likely to get a gf again. Noone likes me

Im going slightly back to my idea of moving to america. But.. i dont exactly know how that would work. At all, really. I cant go alone. And theres the fact that right now i really only want to do one thing, and seeing her is impossible till she replies to me. Every post leads to her in some way or anouther

My parents wont leave me alone. I still get the 'you should do more than what your doing, i dislike your attitude, your a dissapointent ect'. Its almost every few days now. Like i dont feel bad enough at the moment.. Without them harrassing me all the time. Money is getting better. With 2 jobs i should be completely out of debt by new years, i think. And thats giving me a bit to spend to myself. Well.. that doesnt include everything i owe my parents, but its a good chunk of it, as well as the fact that i dont think they'd really mind at all. After that i can pretty much do what i want i guess. Was talking to demons's gf the other day and it seems like she might be trying to get a job soonish, which might mean that she's planning on moving somewhere. I could totally be in on that, even though its basically me moving in with a couple. Maybe. Though i wonder if they'd join me moving to the US. Maybe... though not in the location that i specifically want.

Back to gaming for me... Maybe i can go pro soon... My skill is getting rather high. Maybe. Guess im not the one to say that, though the team i just joined elected me as the person to call the shots. Seems like i know what im talking about.