The struggle over the tyranny of my world

So, not much has really happened. Ive been pretty lonely today. Had friends over last night, but somehow they'd both left before id woken up today. Had to pretty much clean up everything myself. My parents get back in a few days still.. And im kind of content just sitting here minding my own buisness.. But eh. Still... you know... Doesnt really feel enough.

Seems like we made a fair bit of drunk progress on our game. Im trying to develop a prospect system on gaining materials, that will progressively tell you statistics on a single material of your choice. In my head it sounds incredibly unique and amazing way to do it, but in practise it may not be as good as i think. But its still definately worth a try. I believe Aer said that he wants the game to be in a playable stage in about 18months time, which is fairly reasonable. So thats going better i guess.

My money issues havent really been solved. I didnt get any shifts at the nursery this week, and thai hasnt payed me at all. Though, when they do itll be double pay, which should work to my advantage. I think im below $100.. but that can still be left for anouther week or so. I really dont need that much money to live off right now, simply because i have absolutely nothing to do.

On that, i really need to find something to look forward to. Well.. I do have something.. but she doesnt hate a date sticker on her.. Or even the possibility of appearing again, though ill still wait indefinately for her. I need something.. though nothing really seems appealing. WE usually go camping every new years, but even that doesnt really appeal. I guess i just dont want to do anything :/

Music is making it so easy to sleep. My MCR album works every time. I dont even think i have to listen to half the album anymore, though when im asleep i really dont have much choice.