The struggle over the tyranny of my world

'I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here'

The good and the bad come, but i couldnt care less right now about anything bad that comes my way, as long as it doesnt involve her. It was barely anything, but she managed to tell me that she couldnt use the internet when her father was home, and that he had quit his job. Makes it a bit harder to manage, but she will work it out, i think. I miss her too much.

Ive found myself a really good job to apply for, though it will mean that i will have to move away. But, i think it will be worth it. Its a trainee restaurant managing position, at a skii resort. Basically for now, my dream job. Well, short of game design's potential, but this could be a big break for me. And even more on the plus side, id get free accomidation up there. Im not entirely sure how much that will get me, but im sure that would mean my own room with pretty much everything id need. They seem to take pretty good care of their patrons, and i cant see them giving any less to their own employees.
Ive spent about 2 hours now trying to perfect a cover letter, with a friend's help. I think ive done a pretty good job so far, but i would like to have someone else look over it. But im not entirely sure who. But im hopeful. This is, right now everything i could possibly hope for. I really like the touch on managing ive had. I might even post it here, and anyone with any advice can add to it, but probably at the end. Its fairly short so far, and still a work in progress. Im still currently working on a third paragraph, but i dont think its entirely necessary. Its more on how much i would like this job specifically over others, as i love the snow. But my job isnt entirely relevant to that, since im in catering. The job doesnt have the specifics on what restaurant it is, either, which im a little worried about, but i will find that out way before i get the job itself. But a traineeship in this would just be great. The only possible downside is that ill live so far away, but i believe that my wage/free accomidation will easily make up for that. I just dont know if i can actually have friends stay over there, since it is a resort. But its too good to pass up on just that. Its not like i really have friends here anyways, only my fangirl. I can make things work to see her though. Over everything, she's worth it.

Ive got a pretty decent week ahead of me, out of the blue. A friend asked if someone would go with her to a friend of her's band's gig, so i agreed. She's pretty cool, and offered to have me stay at hers if i wanted. Its been a while since ive seen her and her roomates, so id probably stay just to see them. They are all gamers xD.

Im also going to the beach tomorrow, i think. It was partly organised. Then to a different friends house after. I really do need to get out for a bit, and this might just be it for a few days. Id get away from the rage that is probably coming for going over the net usage for the month. I dont think i have, but its probably pretty close. Its really hard to work on 20GB a month. It really is. I almost go over with just League and youtube videos. I guess i did download torchlight.. but ive held off all my other steam games i bought while the sale was on a few days ago. I can get them at Aer's house. He offered to let me download them all for me anyways

Its funny how im only really happy when people want to see me. Well, somewhat happy. What really gets exited is hearing from her.. Yeah, given the happiness wears off after a while.. I cant wait to see her.. Brings back memories of seeing her just as exited to see me a fair while ago.

So, hopefully i get this job and start building my life back up. Its in sight.

Im not working on this anymore tonight, but it isnt finished at all. Ive basically copied this from a base and tailored it to my own needs, though it looks nothing like the original. Welcome all constructive critics.

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To whom it may concern,

Since entering the food industry, I've had a great opportunity to view restaurant operations from various viewpoints, enabling me a greater understanding of each of the different roles the places I've worked in had to offer, enabling me a high knowledge of each area of operation's challenges, responsibilities and efficiency in a small business environment as well as that of a big business. I've also had the opportunity to gain a good understanding of managing stock orders and intake in multiple areas, and had the responsibility to maintain, unsupervised.

After a few years in the industry I've had a growing aspiration in going further up the scale to managing a restaurant and keeping a healthy efficient environment to make better use of my own skills. While I had no problem doing the minor duties I've had prior, I've thoroughly enjoyed the small amounts of experience I've had, and have been looking for a start for a while.

I've had interest in working at Mt Baw Baw before, and after being unsuccessful I have built experience in the industry elsewhere.

If you are seeking a keen learner with a decent understanding of restaurant function with an open mind always looking to optimize efficiency, I am the right person for you.