The struggle over the tyranny of my world

Well, ive been on my own a week now. Things for me are... better. Yeah, definitely better. I can at least see how i am emotionally for how i really am. Which is pretty damn bad atm. But that can change.

Im becoming reliant on alcohol again. I dont particularly mind, as i have the money to support it at the moment, as well as still being able to save for a bond for my new house. Which i really need to start going towards.. But motivation... :/

I was looking at some people i used to talk to a while back.. And i cant really see myself being friends with them anymore. Its the generation below mine, i think. They are just... Eh. I dont know how to describe it. They just seem stupid. I wonder if thats how everyone feels about the lower generations. But they have changed a lot since i was talking to them. Is that a bad trait of mine? To dislike people because of their attitude? Im not sure, but i embrace who i am. Ive become proud of that part of me. But I still wonder how wrong i really am.

There still might be a few months till we've got our game's tech demo out, but it does actually seem to be coming along quite fast. I cant wait till actually do my job and put content in. And i really need to get this web design thing sorted -.-