The struggle over the tyranny of my world

Well, if theres something that can really lower ones self esteem, its jobsearching. Buuuuuttt im feeling optimistic. I feel im getting better at this sort of thing, at least a little. Ive made no progress though. Its only bee a few days though, so i cant really expect to see a reply instantly. Im hoping for at least 1 interview next week before centrelink. Because i dont really have faith in them

Urgh, i cant stop thinking about my fangirl. When will she talk to me? I cant wait -.- She's probably going to get the longest hug ever when we finally do see each other. Maybe i just wont let her go.. -sighs-

Aaaaannnnddd that was pretty early to start thinking entirely of her. Not going to be able to think of much else, so ill end it there.