The struggle over the tyranny of my world

Today has been an interesting day, to say the least.

Well, thats anouther saying out... But as the title implies, i was offered a place to live. I will have to pay rent and stuff, as per usual, but with friends. A while ago, she was arguing with this housemate moving out, but things got better. But now he cant actually afford to live with them anymore, so is moving out within a month or so. So... Im basically going to push forward whatever plans i had of moving into that area and apply for as many jobs as i can. Well, i only really have applied to a few tonight, but things are going further. Tomorrow, along with fixing my car, im going to go back to that awful centrelink place again in search of funds. Doesnt hurt to get them to help support me like they probably should when im already doing what they expect from people on a looking for work allowence. All that i really need is proof of independance or parents that dont earn over a certain amount. Could be difficult, but its worth a try.. Any money that i can get right now will help me move out. If i can pay off my ex within the next few weeks (easily possible) i should have a shot here.

Yeah, a place of my own. Everything i could want. Well, almost. But things are definately on a good path. Well, maybe. Someone could move in there before me. That would really break my day. Kind of.

Oh, im drunk now. Its been a few hours since i started this post. Whatever.

I asked a friend if he'd come with when i go try and hand in resumes, wednesday. Probably not going to be THAT productive, but i havent met him before. Should make it a bit of fun. And hell, if i just get a single job out of all these im going to apply for, that means i can likely move in. $300 a week and i can probably live. a single day outside of monday/tuesday and i can probably live there while working in my current job, though that isnt as preferable, since ill be spending about $30 in fuel a week. But whatever works. As long as i have my own place, ill be happy. This is my goal. **** my ex. Although i do owe her money, what she did to me, added with the fact that she just spend everything on fun right after she dumped me.. i honestly dont care. She'll be payed back, but not at the cost of my happiness. And i need that right now. And, my fangirl is more likely to hang out with me if my parents arnt scaring her off like they did before.

So that.