The struggle over the tyranny of my world

Nothing has really lessened on the 'harder' theme that i seem to have at the moment. Parents are getting a large amount harder on me. Getting close to getting kicked out again, which is basically inevitable.

Centrelink will offer me nothing for another month, since ill be 22. And even thats a maybe.. I really need a job.. its just... eh. Time has so much value to me right now, but i still dont really have anything to do with it. Its not whats keeping me down really, its everything else thats coming along with it.

Other than that nothings really changed for me. At a Magilla's new house at the moment, and met an internet friend of his. She seems pretty cool and all and ive been talking to her for a while. She leaves back interstate in a few days, but doesnt really bother me.

I seem to be spending a decent amount on games at the moment. Just things to consume my time. Though most of it is going into research to help along with my design. I have ideas at the moment, but im not really writing anything down. Its more... potential thats coming. In later thought i guess ill think back on most in game experiences ive had with these. Definitely helpful, but downloads restrict me a lot, since my dad is pretty stingy with his net plan, as i can only really download 5gb a month or something.

Its hard to really post right now. Nothing is happening. Applying for jobs.. Not hearing back, even though thats expected these days... Not really hearing from her. Im not getting any less patient on that, though. If only i had that patience for moving out..