The struggle over the tyranny of my world

Well, you'll get none from me, but at least the rest of the world seems into it. I'll likely just get clothes from everyone, but there's really nothing I want anyways. And clothes will be the most useful thing I can get right now, if they are black that is. Still really not wearing much else outside the house.

I've come to a small realisation tonight. I find wonder if things that are chaotic. But only thing that were previously outside my spectrum, as thatwould just be something I've seen before. I have the urge to just go out abducted explore again, but that might have to wait till out new years trip. Though then again, no-one else really has that interest that I do. It'll likely be just the same thing again, or a similar but unexplorable place.

I wonder.. if this year coming will continue the cycle, ignoring last years break in it. From new years day again, maybe? I'm not going anywhere specifically on the day, as I'm working that night (sadly I need the money). I'm likely to have a bit of money to spend though, and there's a bigger chance of getting a full time job since the schoolies go back to school.. but any times there's potential it seems to fail. We'll see, chaps.

I should really go to sleep. Early morning tomorrow, and I'm only getting 5 hours sleep as it is.