Pete

So in my quest to quell some of these demons that I made mention of last time, I took a small step in bringing some finality to one of them tonight.

I finally got my stuff back from my ex. I know it took like four months too long, but it had to be done. She had a stupid cake tray that she kept saying she needed back (some may say that she doesn't need any cake; they'd probably be right), and I had a book and a videogame that I love, and really wanted to get back.

The book is The Things They Carried and the game is glorious Modern Warfare 2. Don't hate, I love it. I also got a bathing suit back that I had from the previous summer lol.

All in all, things went rather well. I think she wanted something more, but I was just polite and not having anything to do with shenanigans. She seemed kinda disappointed, but oh well, life goes on, and I'm trying to put that chapter of my life behind me. I don't have any negative feelings towards her, but things just didn't work out. It was good when it was good, and then it just fizzled out. It's not really anyone's fault, but at least for me, there's nothing there in that department.

Other than that, I had a super bizarre dream about Hurricane. It was strange, but there was no hatred or animosity, things I have most recently harbored towards her. In the dream, she was laying on a couch, I don't know where, in a shirt and sweats that made her ass look quite good. Noticeably so, seeing as I made a note of it to myself in the dream. All that happened in it, was that I laid on the couch with her and put my arm around her. I'm not sure what it means, but I'm gonna just go with the idea that I'm putting any animosity towards her behind me. I definitely don't want to contact her or see her again; I just don't feel as angry. Maybe I'm just finally letting go of the last of that resentment over things that have happened half a decade ago.

It's probably for the best.