Halie

I'm really starting to freak out and am currently feeling a lot of pressure. I got four rolls of canvas for my final piece for art today, and I hung it up on the wall in the spare bedroom so I could get started on painting it and I realised that I don't actually ****ing know what to do. I have the shittest idea in the world so far and I actually ****ing hate it, I really don't want to do it. I'm not even entirely sure what my project is based on if I'm honest. Our projects have to be based around issues (again, ugh) and I chose to base mine on personalities and how people differ and all that shit. It's all a little bit vague, but it's all I could come up with because my teacher has been pestering me for months about it. I feel like it's all just been conjured up just to get him off my case and I don't actually care about what I'm doing. I literally have no motivation or inspiration for any of it, which is really ****ing scary because I don't have very long to finish this.

This is one of those situations where I really wish I could stop time so I could just pause and try and think of an idea that I'm actually passionate about, because I don't have the time to do that right now. Grgghhh!

I have so much to dooooo. I hate this school year already. Ughhh.

Rant rant rant. Angry angry angry. ...Ugh.

I also, really ****ing hate this keyboard. It keeps sticking. Grrgghh!

/Firstworldproblems

So yeah... I'm going to go and eat something really bad for me now. Hopefully that'll give me some inspiration, failing that, help me forget my troubles.

Byyyeee,
Hallington