Well I must say, watching anti climatic movies really bothers me. I get excited fr an awesome ending and boom, dead drop piece if crap. Like the ending to "Signs" Their were key points throughout the entire movie how it would end so nothing suprised me sadly. Well I watched the movie 'Chronicle" and I loved the first half of the movie but that happy giddy part inside me kinda died out when it went towards the deep end and tried to make a "Badass" ending. Nope dead drop again :( Maybe we should go back to making all movies into Part one or two. That way they wouldnt have to sum up such a huge plot in 1-2 hours and make the ending crappy and unfufilling! Hell if II wasnt happy with the end of the "Lord of the Rings" movies :) So good! now I see the "Hobbit" is out and its Part 1 :3 Im giddy! Exactly what I was searching for!! Cant wait!

Now I started playing "Dishonored" on my PS3 recently and I heard it was really good until I started. The graphics look like a PS1 game and the sound and scripts are like a super nintendo game :( Yes this will be a classic and Im having fun with it but come on!!! Dont get lazy on us creators! The plot is simple, you are framed as the killer of the queen and kidnapper of the daughter of the queen. So you must exact revenge by either being stealthy or killing literally everyone in the game, but the twist is the more you kill the worse the plague gets in the end. SO killing no one gives you the best ending to the game. I rather watch the good ending on youtube and have fun killing ^.^

Well thats all for now! Ill report in later :3 Bye all!
--Ziroth

I hate it, I hate random incidents that cause pain. My Brother whom is in the US Navy was on a training exercise and he was chatting with his friend on his down time. Everything was going well when a board above snapped allowing 2000 pounds of machinery to drop on them, my brother made it out alive but his friend was not so lucky. My brother tried for hours to save him, but the commander of the ship ordered him to steer the ship back to land as close and fast as he could because a Halo Could not land for it was to far out to sea. So my Brother being a nervous wreck after witnessing this did his very best, yet his friend died inside the helicopter on the way back. Now he doesnt seem himself. I dont know what to say because its all been said and I DARE NOT to mention god or anything. Seems arrogant for that only brings anger to some. Damn it...:mad:

Well as of 2 years ago I was given that dream card (Amazing life pass) I have yet to use it! I have ameans to go to any college free for 4 years, live anywhere on earth, be with whoever I please and even started learning Japanese a bit :) Yet all good things come with sacrifice, Ive had a rough life(not the worst but a rough one). Its clouded my judgement, Im so confused all the time.
Ive started trying to clear my mind. I tried working out and making a hobby so that I could think more about myself and get my dreams rolling again! I just cant seem to find the concentration nor motivation to accomplish this. I even developed insomnia due to night terrors. So I sleep when I can.. if I can. I dont really understand the point of half the crap I do anymore. I still feel for my old passions yet they are fading away!
If I dont hurry up and clear my mind and learn to focus I could lose my big shot at having a amazing life! Yet... Do I even want all that? What even defines a amazing life.. would I want to even consider it as such? So many questions, so little time it seems to feel like.

I made this account a long time ago, yet showed barely any interest in it and now that I look at it... Its upsetting. This forum is a great thing and has so much to offer yet I was so young and simple minded at the time, that I had barely thought to make time for it. Well its been 4 years and I plan on changing all that! Im here to make it my goal to turn this into a daily routine! ;7 So Hello TFF Welcome to part of my life again!