The struggle over the tyranny of my world

So, not much has really happened. Ive been pretty lonely today. Had friends over last night, but somehow they'd both left before id woken up today. Had to pretty much clean up everything myself. My parents get back in a few days still.. And im kind of content just sitting here minding my own buisness.. But eh. Still... you know... Doesnt really feel enough.

Seems like we made a fair bit of drunk progress on our game. Im trying to develop a prospect system on gaining materials, that ...

Been a while since ive posted, but thats only because ive had one of those.. eh moments.

Not much is really happening at the moment. Working for thai is good, i got a FoH shift the other day, even though im supposed to get a haircut before then.. but i really really dont want to do that. Im quite comfortable with how i look at the moment.. let alone taking out something im fond of in my appearence. But eh, ill have to eventually, but i can probably hold that off for a few weeks. ...

Im not sure how long ago i posted... But its probably long enough.

A few days ago i got my old job back, at my thai resturant. Im not happily working every monday and tuesday night. Its still one of the few places i actually feel open because hell, theres been some alright memories. And noone bothers me there, its just all good i guess. Oh, and i get payed. Always a bonus. Its good to know that my anxiety doesnt really go up there a whole lot either, so its fairly safe to work there ...

So i did end up going, today. From an annoying 9am wake up to get there at 12 and then training till whenever. Went to a few spots id never been to before and it ended up being ok. I guess you could say i had fun till the spaz in me stopped pretending and the anxiety came back. After that i guess i just left, though that was still late enough to get me home at 8pm. I didnt really train all that much, im just not the training type, or at least, not with so many people there. I dont know, im just ...

Not going to make a long post here, but im working on making music a little more again. Ive picked up my acoustic a fair few times in the last few days and ive pretty much learnt something already. Im thinking of starting to upload, if i can get quality high enough. I dont exactly have the best mic in the world, but we'll see. Im also not that musically talented, tbh. Some say my voice would be amazing if i did some work to it, but eh.

Also, i think my dislike for large crowds of ...