The struggle over the tyranny of my world

Well, this isnt really an angry post, but i guess i still do have a fair amount of it left in me. I cant really point any fingers at anyone specific though. Well, my most recent ex did leave me in a rather bad position for her own gain.. but.. who am i kidding, im really not her biggest fan.

Oh, yes, the point. Tbh, i dont really think there was one.

Oh, yes, i joined in on the steam sale today. Got my hands on Torchlight 1+2. Was REALLY considering borderlands 2. Hell, ...

So, the wedding went rather well. Was a pretty good day. Went and saw the marrage, had fun, talked to people and got payed. Oh, and i also got alcohol to drink later.

So yeah, im drunk, what of it?

Though, i wasnt last night. I messaged Sam. Someone who was my fangirl's best friend. I just need to know that she's ok. I really want to talk to her, i really want to see her. But i just.. I need to know. I worry too much, i know. But i really do love her. I really do. Cant ...

So, ive been thinking to myself briefly about what i need for myself.

So, i need people. That isnt going to change. But i dont particularly need the people around me. A few, definately. But whatever. They arnt something i can change in my own life. I need a relocation. That much i am sure of. I need to be able to what as i please. This cannot be done here. This also cannot be done with random people. I need stability and a friend who i can move in with. This leads me to think that ...

Was going to make an actual blog.. but i gave up. Just cant deal with anything tonight.

Things are getting worse in a way, if you could believe it.

My parents come back tomorrow, and the last day or so my sister has been acting al bitchy and pushy. Its like im completely incompetant, which isnt too far from the truth i guess.. Apparently i have to do pretty much everything she tells me to. Oh, this is a younger sister by the way. But yeah, im being ordered to do chores, reminded constantly before she sleeps that i have to do things, and just before she does sleep i get ...