The struggle over the tyranny of my world

So, things are going alright. I dont remember when i made my last post, but i ended up getting a phone interview for crown. Small steps, i know. But its a step closer. Apparently it was said that there was going to be a group interview, which leads me to think that there will be more after this. Either way, this job and i are perfect for each other.

Ive started talking to someone in Germany. She's a cool one. Im a big fan of talking to people from all areas, as long as conversation ...

Eh, i hate trying to think up a name for every post. Its getting quite annoying. Like... what do i call this next one? Bob? Done.

Ive spent a lot of time over the last few days thinking about myself and who i am. I guess some of it comes from thinking about my true purpose. But no matter how far i go into this, there really is no career or job that appeals to me in the long run. Well, something to show of, anyways. I guess thats really lead me away from caring about what job i actually ...

Well, i think im on the path of the optimist again. Ive started going back to the role of 'helping' those that im somewhat close to again. Not that this means i care about humanity overall, though. But, still, i guess i care a little.

The person in question still hasnt really told me about the entire problem, but i feel im getting closer and closer to it. As long as he finds some aid to his sorrow, i feel ive done my job, or at least, you know. I never really felt that im good at ...

So, ive started applying for jobs again, since its early-year. Ive basically assumed that since a lot of chumps go back to school soonish, there will be a much higher demand for full-timers and part timers. Ideally, id only want something thats part time, but hell, anything to move out, really. Its somewhat required.

Today has been incredibly hot. Had a fan on me all day, but ive still had to drink a heap more than i usually do to make up for the loss in liquids due to heat. That ...

For those that can enjoy it.

For me, new years is sitting at home alone drinking myself silly doing the only thing i can, really, playing video games. Wasnt invited to anything special this year. Nothing at all. Usually I am.. even if its just to drive someone there, so i get the 'driver' invite. Ah well, i dont really enjoy large groups of people anyways.

Had someone rage at me on facebook. Was the guy who dated my first real ex after i did. Apparently i called him ...