Small Girl, Big Life

Again.. You're welcome. XD




^ Let It Grow, The Lorax

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(lyrics from: http://missnightfall.tripod.com/JapFlan/JMock5.html)

Cola gun oh kiss on my arm
And you tell the toaster me
Lovely kink my soul I come
With stones I have to pee
I fear the fire fire FI-AH
To keep me warm, I've got to fear the fire

*guitar solo!*

My winter socks, looks
Happy as can be
a perfect beer, ...

Totally unrelated to the title.

So I've decided I'm completely un-dateable. Like. Seriously.

Someone asked me what the biggest mistake a guy made with me in a relationship is..
Probably when my ex in Phoenix flipped out on me for even -looking- at another guy, then turn around and stare at other girls and have "friends that're girls" and whatnot.

Probably even worse, when Francisco constantly accused me of cheating - even though I didn't ...

So I thought friends were supposed to be there no matter what - no matter how hard you **** off, they'll still be there.

I ****ed off pretty hard Friday night. Not saying how or what all happened, but I did. It was a 1x thing, no... Well. It -is- a biggie, but whatever.

So I hadn't heard from my close friend Josh all week. He finally texted me and told me he'd been in jail, was completely obliterated drunk, and didn't wanna talk about it. In an attempt to be Supportive ...

There's a reason I keep to myself. There's a reason I avoid going out to bars & clubs like the Bubonic Plague. There's a reason I dont keep close friends other than my bestie I've had for 18 yrs.

And once again, some shit went down that helped me remember why I am that way.

I'll try to keep this short, though it'll be hard.

Background:
I have 2 "best friends" here - A & C. We work together. We hang out all the time. A has a v. ...