Small Girl, Big Life

Gawd. My 1/2 drunk ass friended Jay's mom & sister last night on FaceBook.

Not that I really ever post status updates. I don't really care.

Anywho. His mom FaceTimed him and of course he made me sit there with him and I had to converse with them. They're really sweet, though. His dad was all "You have wedding! In Philippines! I pay!" ... Major facepalm. That's like 3 yrs or something from now. Not to mention -both- of his parents are already pushing for ...

Add me on Yahoo iffen yawn'to..

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(shut up. It's old. I need to change it, I'm just too lazy. lol It's like a 10 yr old account)

Soooo... I'm here. Home. Back in Nashville.

Not really 'cuz I'm way the fizuck out in Clarksville (Ft. Campbell. Yay) and a good 45 minutes away from my 'hood.

But whatever. I'm back. That's what matters. It still hasn't really sunk in yet that I'm outta effing New Boston/Texarkana and and and and no mas corn fields and I can go to the Mexican Store and get shiz I heart .. Like nopales, abogado, al pastor, etc.

Anywho, so. I've been straight trashed ...

Omg. #1) Wake n Bake. N finish crown & coke.... Heh.

Soooo J left yesterday. I met like.. His whole family.
It was nerve wracking..

... Then he met -my- parents. It wasn't intentional. I was hoping to avoid that situation entirely..

They were nice to him. My dad told lots of army stories. Blah.

So then I got drunk and my dad kinda talked mad shit to me. Again. And insulted me. Again.

I'm not going into detail ...

Dude's gonna be here. Tonight.

I've been fine all week, but then last night, my hands got shaky and I nearly had an anxiety attack.
I'm fine now, but that's not to say I won't be here in like an hour or so.

It's just stressful, worrying about whether we'll get along & be compatible or if it'll be nothing but awkward silences the entire time.
Thankfully a lot of alcohol will be involved, so I can just stay sauced this whole weekend, but yeah.
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