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Awwww thanks LC ^_^ besitos!

Be strong! You're in charge of yourself - don't let him try to tell you otherwise either.

...dry county? Unfortunate. I drive about half a mile and I'm good.

And here's the thing, I could care less, but the fact is, I'm really -not- comfy where I am. Almost none of my clothes fit me anymore at all - I have maybe 3 pairs of jeans that do and -maybe- a couple of nicer shirts / tank tops. I mostly wear t-shirts now. It sucks. I used to run around in tube tops short dresses, mini skirts, and flip-flops/heels and whatnot and people would be like "Omg! You're -so- cute! All little and stuff!" (I'm also 5'0", so i'm outta proportion now with the weight gain).

My calves still rock though. haha.. I have abnormally large calf muscles. So does my sister. It's hard for us to wear boots with zippers 'cuz the zipper catches our skin and it kinda stretches the boots. I hardly wear boots though. Heels & flip flops son. Heels & flip flops. My calves look great either way. lmao

lol ooooh tequila... I'ma have to get summa dat this weekend. I lurve tequila reposado. They don't have my brand here though.
It cracks me up. I try to get my friends to drink it and they're like "Oh no. No tequila. It makes me do crazy things" and I'm like "Effing white people man."

I've been trying to stick with hard liquor - vodka, tequila, etc as opposed to just beer, but 1.) I have to cross the TX/AR state line (aka the other side of State Line Ave lol) to get any kind of alcohol at all and B.) They stop selling hard liquor at 9 p.m. and they stop selling beer at 1 a.m. Monday - Friday. Sat, they stop at 12 a.m. and no sales at all on Sundays. It's redunkulous.

Blegh. It sucks that you've got so many negative influences surrounding you with regards to your appearance. I know it's not as easy as "just ignore them," but you should genuinely try to find a comfort zone that you feel good in, and just stick there. Once you're comfortable in your own skin (and can recreate a wardrobe around that size), your own confidence in how good you look will overpower the moronic ramblings of idiots. Anybody who makes fun of you for 140 pounds (or any weight, honestly) is not worth listening to.

Also, I utilize tequila in place of beer. Much less fattening. And I'm also on that tea train - I lost almost fifty pounds just swapping sodas for tea and removing 80% of my fried foods intake. I don't believe in dieting, but I do believe in making smarter choices.

Interesting.. to say the least, lol. People and their actions are so weird

lol

Yeah. I agree. -Completely- sad. I talked to the woman too. I was like "Really Debbie? -Really-?"
Her response: "I dont' know what love is! My ex husband was horrible to me!"
I was like "Yeah. You gon' learn what love is when he hauls off and hits your ass 'cuz you ain't sending him money for commissary anymore. Good luck with that, dude."

Yeah, i can imagine. Im seriously not sure how guys can get so worried about girls being 'normal'. If you really have absolutely no trust in her at all, why are you with her? With no trust, its likely to end in failure anyways :/
Thats my take on things, anyways.
And wow. His best friends mother? Thats just... sad on his end really.

Oooh that sucks...

My ex in Phoenix , long story short, cheated on me with his best friend's -mother-. It was pretty bad. I was 21, he was like 19, The woman he cheated on me with was like mid-30's to early 40's.

If I even said "Hi" to one of his homies, he'd flip out on me. One of his friends was having a party and we walked over there.. I'd gotten dressed-up-ish before we left and immediately, he was like "No. HELL no. You're not going out like that. I'm not having dudes stare at you all night." (It was just jeans, a tank top of sorts, and a pair of wedge sandals). He made me wear -his- track pants, one of his baggy t-shirts, and sneakers - all black. It was kind of humiliating cuz there -were- other girls there (they were bimbos, but still) and they were dressed normal. At one point, his friend Nick said Hi to me just to be nice 'cuz he saw I was pretty much alone and quiet... My ex flipped out hardcore. It ended pretty badly.

Yeah, i had a feeling it would have been that bad :/
My ex basically invited over 2 of her exes the night before she she broke up with me while i went to work, and came back to them all in the same bed cuddled up. Ive only really just found a more permanent place to live.
/sympathy

I was living with him. I had nowhere else to go if I left. It was basically him trying to punish me for something I didn't do.

Me = Former Doormat.

Although i know the feeling, may i ask why (i got the impression you did) still date him after 'proceeded to "date" some other girl'? Seems like a dealbreaker to me.

I'm a Ninja muh****a.

LOLz I was a tad um. under the influence last night after I got home from work and I texted said Sneaky Bitch.

I said "word on the street is that you think C & I set up A. Just to clarify, we didn't. You could've been grown enough to come to me yourself instead of talking shit at work. BTDubs, A, C, & I are -still- best friends. And to make -1- more thing clear, I ain't got shit to do with what goes on between you & C. Leave me out of it. I ain't done shit to you, and in fact, have tried to be nothing less than a good friend to you."

And on and on and on.

I got no response from her. LOL.. Bitch knows she's a dumbass.

You've got mad mafia skills to orchestrate that whole thing while completely unaware of the situation. Serious voodoo shit.

But really, that whole situation is right ****ed up. Sorry that A got the blunt end of it.

Yes, I've decided it's time for a tattoo as well. I had my tongue pierced when I was 20 and again later when I was 21. Swallowed the whole barbell at a Titans game though. Got it re-done. Took it out. My kiddies at school kept pestering me.

I've pretty much decided on a moogle. or a Chocobo. Or a Tonberry. I'm really not -that- obsessed with FF, I just think it'd be cool. and a letter P. Dude I'm talking to made a comment about Bahamut or Omega Weapon. It'd have to span my back and I would kill him.

I'm definitely not introverted, but I tend to get pissed off if I'm out in the town I work in with co-workers. Usually the girl who takes me home gets completely trashed and then I have to babysit. Kills my buzz and my mood entirely. S'why I'd rather drink at home, by myself, and drunk dial people all night. lol

I'm actually tattooless and have no piercings. No real interest in piercings, though I would like a few tattoos, just not sure what I want :1

I grown introverted when I get drunk though >.>

Haha nice..

My ex is a total goody-goody - never done drugs, never smoked a cigarette, no tattoos or piercings..

I was hanging out with this chick and her boyfriend drinking and took a few hits off a blunt. Went home completely stoned/drunk. It was funny. He kept staring at me weird and I was like "WHAT, BREH!? What'chu sturrin' at!? I ain't a mirror!" .. Tried to talk to my mom for a minute and kept laughing like Butthead. I finally gave up, got snuggled in bed and watched a movie.

Mine would be Up In Smoke (Cheech & Chong) - the theme song. ha.

Pink Floyd + Marijuana is basically the story of my life lol

(I don't do drugs. BTDubs. Just pot. Sometimes. and only 'cuz there's nothign better to do out here. It's like Deliverance)

Yes! A fellow drunk/drug user.

Yeah, I haven't been drinking much lately. Same prob as you. Tomorrow I work and make money (hopefully) and will engage in much debauchery! (I must not get dragged out. I must not get dragged out). Co-workers like to kidnap me on the weekends and I wind up broke by the time I get home.

If I'm online and talking to people on Yahoo when I'm drunk, I usually get really mean at some point. I called one girl a re-re joking around. She got mad. I told her to grow a spine and quit whining about being disabled. I told another girl, who I used to be great friends with that she should get a job and quit tweaking out on WoW if she wants her fiancee to stay with her. Cuz WoW is how they bond. lmao. I'm awful.