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I love Thug Kitchen.

Hello everyone. <3

Thank you all. It means a lot that you responded.

I got a call yesterday morning saying that the biopsy results came back with severe dysplasia, so it looks like the next step will be LEEP. I have a consultation with my doctor on Thursday to talk about it. I have calmed down some, even though it still makes me a bit queasy to think about what has been done to my cervix and what has yet to be done. I'm not sure if there is a way to test for certain strains or to know for sure if it's HPV, but it is the most likely culprit for things like this.

As for positive things... well, I've been watching cartoons and letting myself have some cookies, if that counts. Also I went to see a play last night. And I'm about to work out for the first time in a few days... I was too sore to do it before now. But I feel much better. Tomorrow, I'll walk to the farmer's market with Gatsby and buy peaches and tomatoes.

Alpha that blog is amazing. Reading forever now.

Oh goodness.

So, do we know what types of HPV you're looking at here? Hopefully it's one of the less obnoxious types... I mean, ideally, it would be nothing at all but it looks like that's not really an option any more. I understand it's the biopsy results that will give you the final answer to that question, though.

I want you to be healthy! You're not the one who's supposed to have awful things happen.

But, you said you'd spend the next day being positive. So, what did you do today?

Makes me feel like a douche for how unhealthy I live my lifestyle.

You have every right to be angry about people not being honest. Some of that might come from HPV having no symptoms in men. Men think "oh, it works fine, it looks fine, everything must be good!" Go get tested, guys! You could be putting your loved ones at risk, or even people you don't love.

But seriously, you have a ton of support. Tons of great people in your life to help you through this, and you will get through it!

I agree with Alpha, focus on the good stuff. I dislike seeing you so upset.

Alisyn, I will only read your blog if you write in the style of Thug Kitchen... you can even get Gatsby in on it with some of this. Try keep your mind off the crap stuff and on the good stuff

A lot of people don't know what HPV is (I think), sadly most guys who even know it just throw it off because it does little to no harm for male, I've met some guys back in Vegas who have admitted. It sucks, I'm sorry you're going through this. It's much worst then my gal bladder surgery that made me feel just like that...why me? I hoping for the best Ali, every day.

Kinda sucks about that possible HPV you got but it could be a lot worse. People need to be informed with the realities of sex, and not just about the "its bad mkay you could get pregnant!" kind of way that the middle schoolers got.

In any case, this read put me in a new light for a situation I am in, so thank you for posting this.

Sorry you have to go through all that. For someone who is actively health conscious, its understandable why you would feel the way that you do. I hope that you get some good news.

False positive the first time, perhaps? Ideally that's the only thing in your life that will remain negative. Stay healthy, little lady! You look fantastically happy.

...I want a blueberry tree. D:

Congrats on the temporary clean bill of health! Even though you aren't technically out of the woods yet, it's good to keep a positive outlook on it.

Very nice song! As a former cellist, I approve. And as a beginner music producer, I'd like to talk shop with you on music software, hardware, etc. at some point.

That makes me positively giddy. Enjoy your evening!

I also have been listening to your song for about 5th time in a row. I have to go out now tho

Lmao I actually got two notifications. It worked. Thank you! Hahaha

I clicked "Like" just so I can click "Unlike" and "Like" again.

Story of my(our) life. Great, refreshing post. Thankyou! Why I rather be single. Or with a girl.

That ring is gorgeous! So excited for you, Alisyn.

Congratz. Im currently doing my PT course so if you want to share info, message me.

Send me tickets, I'll be front row center every show.

damn im just coming down from my high but im getting hungry just reading your blog. oh well, 6 hours to go

hope you have a good thanksgiving ally, and may we get a chance to e-hang out some time soon

and yeah like alpha said you look hella tough like dont beat me up for my milk money pls

Holy shit that poster makes you look BADASS