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We got here. And things went swimmingly with my dad & Jay before he went on his merry way to Dallas yesterday.

But my dad isn't in good shape.

I mean, he hasn't been ever since he & my mom had to retire and quit truck driving... That was his whole life and when my mom got her CDL and got in the truck with him, he was in 7th heaven - in spite of his assholey-ness. Getting to see the country and do it with my mom.. Yeah. That was the ultimate for him.
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Very badly right now.

Are we on our way to Texas?

Of course not!

Because my "boyfriend" is a dumbass and thought it'd be a smart idea to get a 4 day pass/plan a trip on a day when he -might not get paid-, knowing that payday is usually on Friday and it's been a freak accident that he's been getting paid early the last 2 weeks.

There is literally zero point in driving 8 f*cking hrs just to stay for 2 nights. I don't even wanna ...

Parker had an accident in her bed last night, so she's sleeping in my bed with us tonight.

The thing is, it's like she's grown like.. A lot. In the last 7 months or so, 'cuz this Queen size bed ain't big enough for the 3 of us. I barely fit in the middle and she's about to roll off the side. So I can't sleep.

And we're supposed to be up and leaving at 5 or 6 or so. I'm not driving, so it doesn't really matter to me either way. Not that I'll be able to sleep 'cuz Parker ...

This is actually hard for me to talk about.

I had an abortion.

I've actually had 2.

The first one happened during a very difficult time in my life, and yes, I will be woman enough to admit, I don't know who the father was - though there were only 2 possible choices. No I never cheated on my ex or anything like that, but he's the one that paid for it.

I actually didn't feel bad about that one. I found out I was pregnant early on and was ...

Yesterday on this juice thing was actually kind of a breeze.

Probably because I don't really need as many calories considering my regular activity isn't all that high. Sad to admit, but it's kind of true. I mean I clean, but once the apartment is clean, it's only the kitchen that really needs to stay maintained and it's pretty tiny so it doesn't take long.

I digress.

So yesterday, I had this:

Spinach, Kale, Green Apple, Carrots, Tomato, ...