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Been a while since ive posted, but thats only because ive had one of those.. eh moments.

Not much is really happening at the moment. Working for thai is good, i got a FoH shift the other day, even though im supposed to get a haircut before then.. but i really really dont want to do that. Im quite comfortable with how i look at the moment.. let alone taking out something im fond of in my appearence. But eh, ill have to eventually, but i can probably hold that off for a few weeks. ...

Im not sure how long ago i posted... But its probably long enough.

A few days ago i got my old job back, at my thai resturant. Im not happily working every monday and tuesday night. Its still one of the few places i actually feel open because hell, theres been some alright memories. And noone bothers me there, its just all good i guess. Oh, and i get payed. Always a bonus. Its good to know that my anxiety doesnt really go up there a whole lot either, so its fairly safe to work there ...

So i did end up going, today. From an annoying 9am wake up to get there at 12 and then training till whenever. Went to a few spots id never been to before and it ended up being ok. I guess you could say i had fun till the spaz in me stopped pretending and the anxiety came back. After that i guess i just left, though that was still late enough to get me home at 8pm. I didnt really train all that much, im just not the training type, or at least, not with so many people there. I dont know, im just ...

Not going to make a long post here, but im working on making music a little more again. Ive picked up my acoustic a fair few times in the last few days and ive pretty much learnt something already. Im thinking of starting to upload, if i can get quality high enough. I dont exactly have the best mic in the world, but we'll see. Im also not that musically talented, tbh. Some say my voice would be amazing if i did some work to it, but eh.

Also, i think my dislike for large crowds of ...

Today makes a little bit of a difference to most days, in a way. Nothing interesting happened, but my attitude has changed a bit. I feel... rebellious. Like, rather rebellious. I feel like going out and spending my money on a leather jacket and bandshirts, contacts and to finish the look. Ive wanted to for a very long time, but someone has always had better plans for my time/money. But i really feel like it right now. I NEED an MCR shirt. And im going to melb this weekend, so maybe then.
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