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My mom just called me.

My very best friend that I've had for nearly 20 years just lost her husband on Saturday.

I've only met the guy once face to face, but I've spent a good many years of him calling me "Mouth" when I was talking to my best friend on the phone (of course before I ever actually met him).

They were up in the mountains by mine and my bet friend's hometown and he fell off of a 100 ft cliff and snapped his neck.

They ...

.... Is a good set of books.

Normally I'm not into apocalypses and whatnot, but this one was decent.

And now I'm thinking that this stuff could really happen and that scares me.

Also.. Nashville - the T.V. show. I'm finally getting around to watching it. And I'm impressed so far. It's fun watching all the places that I've been to/gotten lost in/whatever on t.v.

Someone go vacuum for me now. PLEASE!? I'll pay you in food.

I never cook bad food.

Never.

I treied making Coq Au Vin Blanc, but the pot was bad so it made the whole thing taste really awful. Like burnt awful. And I'm really upset about it. I'm afraid of cooking now.

-_-; *dies*

Also... My Friend Pobz drunk dialed me. It's always fun when he calls. He only calls when he's drunk 'cuz he's a total Raj Koothrapali - can't talk to chicks unless he's drunk.

But. I've known My Friend ...

I can't deal with this bs.

Dude is in the Army , right. And he hates it.

Ok fine, you hate it, but it's still you're f***ing -job-. You still have to do it and you're stuck anyway, so you might as well freaking do the ish -right-.

Does he? Nope. He uses every excuse he can to get out of working - extends doctor's appointments, makes -up- doctor's appts. He even used my appt for my abortion as an excuse to get out of work and I didn't even -want- him ...

Jay asked me if I've been applying for jobs.

I told him yeah, but I really haven't. That's horrible of me.
I've just been feeling so discouraged about looking in general and having to go through interviews (if I even manage to land one) and explaining -why- my job history is as jacked up as it is and then being disappointed and upset when I -don't- get the job.

I'm super sick of serving & working in restaurants, but ask anyone who finds themselves sucked ...