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We got to Texas last night.

I can't stand seeing my dad like this.

I drunk dialed him at like 1 a.m. and we talked for over an hour, and he didn't really cry at all...

Then we got here and he's so heartbroken and lost.. I'm so worried... He's been with my mom every day for 20 years straight. 43 years together total. But after she got in the truck with him, they were always together. My dad couldn't handle my mom being gone for more than a few hours. ...

My mom died.

Someone please tell me this isn't real.

I need a haircut. Really bad.

Told my mom I'm moving. She was just surprised.. Then had to get off the phone. Said she'd call me back, but of course she didn't.

She likes my sister more. And my sister almost -never- calls and only goes to see them like 2x a year.

whatever.

I told my sister that I'm going to New York. I explained what was going on, and surprisingly enough, she's actually excited for me!

& She pretty much said that I can stay with her when I come home, so that's good.

We've been getting along better, but it's still not like it used to be. We don't hang out or talk really other than coordinating pick ups & drop offs for Parker.. If we're both at my parents' and 1 or both of us are tipsy then it's like old times & ...