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Dont let the title mislead you that far, im technically ok.

Its been 3 weeks now since I left my parebts house and all the fighting. Apart from the 'you cant leave here till you pay what you owe us' I havent heard from them at all, which is how I like it right now. Conversation leads to them critisizing me which leads to fighting. I really dont need to hear how much of a horrible person I am right now. Or do I ever.. my ego is always going to be pretty low.

Yeah, im ...

So yeah, i dont remember when i last posted, but im rather sick. Today only, ive used up a whole toilet paper roll (we ran out of tissues, so im using those instead), and ive thrown up a few times. The last time was forced, and im hoping that ends it all. Maybe ill wake up well again. I hope so.. Because im losing work, and my father is taking all my money in between the rages he has at me. Doesnt even matter if im sick, really. All i want to do is stay in bed and lay down but im still expected ...

Not even going to bother with a title today.

As always, ill start with a slight rant..

I HATE PEOPLE IGNORING ME. I mean, i ask something important. They see the message and then never reply. Constantly. Am i just not worth anyones time? Not even a second? I mean, even if its important. Even if you know i have loneliness issues. People that have complained that i vanish on them, when they just vanish with me.
Its not really that big of a problem, but im noticing ...

Had a pretty rough night at work. Pretty much had to do my own job and pack takeaways. So basically, pack takeaways and ignore my job, and then try and finish that as quickly as possible when i have time. Im pretty good under pressure though, so i managed it quite easily. Well, 'easily'. pretty tired after that..

A friend of mine posted a status 'like and ill tell you my opinion of you. Of course, im one of the people who ocasionally likes those things. The response i got was pretty ...

The only problem with living an almost only nightlife (by that, i mean living in the night, opposed to day. I dont party. Do you even know me?) is that i cant use my good mood to its fullest. Right now, given less silent required circumstances, i would be singing. Yeah, today im happy. Why?

I met with my fangirl today, finally. A few days ago she messaged me telling me how she feels right now. Ive read over those messages many times. Answered many questions, she did. Im not entirely ...