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please stop saying "DAYUMN! n*ggaz be thirsty!"

what the hell fizuck kinda shiz is that?

how the hell do you -know- a n*gga is thirsty? is he holding a drink in his hand? did he -tell- you he's thirsty!? is he completely dehydrated and passed out on the floor!? are you PSYCHIC!?

time may change my life,
but my heart remains the same to you.
time may change your heart,
my love for you never changes.

I should be happy. Right? I guess I am. We'll go with that.

I've finally found someone who actually -really- wants me around and doesn't mind helping me when I need it. And if I say, "Hey .. That's a really cute dress!", he insists on buying it for me - even if I tell him not to. His family - his -immediate- family - knows I exist, where you kept me hidden for so long, in spite of my allowing you to get close to mine - especially my parents and my little girl. His family ...

This is bad. Really bad.

I'm spoiled.

Ok. So maybe I've -always- been spoiled. I can't help it. It's not my fault I was last born and an... Accident. Yes, I was an accident. My nickname was "oops" for many years. lol But see, my parents always spoiled me.

And now Jay does it. And it's really hard for me to control. I guess because getting Francisco to even buy me flipping conditioner for my hair or getting a few groceries for Parker was like ...