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As sung by my sweet little demon spawn.... lmao..

I promise I love my child. Con todo mi corazon

Why is he texting me? Why -now- does he want to see me? I don't understand.

When I left, after he promised everything would be ok, it was only 2 weeks and he said he was so much happier without me and that it was over.

I cried for months. I begged, pleaded, screamed for him to not leave and do this to me. And my parents, though they know he broke my heart (as well as their's pretty much), they don't know how much I cried over him.

4.5 years. Just like ...

So this weekend was supposed to be a knock-down drag out major ****ing drunk fest. Like we were all supposed to be Comatose and in recovery yesterday.

Cuz it was Cam's last weekend before deployment.

Friday night didn't happen 'cuz Cam had so much to do, and we were all tired.

Saturday, Cam's wife flew in from NYC, and Jay & I had to clean a lot so that my sister could come over and approve of the place ('cuz she's a bitch).

So after ...

OMG. Like everyone is stressing me out. Alluva suddenly, I've got 99 problems -&- a Bitch.

Jay comes home tomorrow - at what time, I have -no- effing clue, Cam is packing for deployment and he's irritated with the whole process, and now his wife is wanting to fly down from NYC tomorrow, but won't do shit to look for flights (& is making Cam do it all). On top of the 3 of us have to sit down and talk about what Cam is gonna do with his stuff (read: his car) and figure all of ...

Someone shoot me. Please.

Cherie just called me talking about "I'm fixing to be on my way there like -right now-". She's freaking out about God Knows What (I just tune her out 'cuz I can't deal with it. It's like a bad country song).

So apparently she's trying to find a way to get a free Greyhound ticket to come here. I have no idea wtf to do. I can't back out now and say "Oh sorry, you can't come." Because I already promised her.

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