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I need a job. This staying home all day deal kinda sucks.

But on the other hand, it's pretty pointless if we're just going to move soon anyway. Antioch is like an hour away from where we are in Clarksville (which is directly across the street from Gate 1 @ Ft. Campbell), so it'd be a waste of gas/money & time for me to drive back & forth once we -do- move. And besides that, I don't want to get a job just to turn around 4 months later and be like "Yeahhhhh I gotta quit. ...

We were watching a bunch of videos on YouTube about some stuff.

And then Jay told me some more stuff that he really wasn't supposed to tell me.

And let's just say, I'm extremely paranoid now.

And I want to move to another planet.

I also was having major Anxiety problems Thursday after we went to the movies. I couldn't stop shaking or sit still, was kinda having chest pains & feeling dizzy/woozy, and a bit of cold sweats. And I was ...

Jup. May 10th is Mexican Mother's Day.

I just claim & celebrate both since Parker's 1/2 Mexican. I make sure to incorporate shit like that into her life since she's so white-washed with my sister.

What's sad is that my sister knows way more Spanish than -I- do, probably, in spite of her terrible accent (& it's actually proper whereas I speak how the majority of them actually speak - proper or slang as it may be), yet she won't be bothered to speak Spanish ...

Cam sent me a msg on FB today, but he didn't stay logged on long enough to chat.

He just said that he misses us a lot and he wishes he had a pair of Ruby Slippers 'cuz there's no place like Home. ... And 99 weeks left.
lol

And then I broke out into "99 bottles of beer on the wall".. And told him that I'd pour one out for him when we drink.

He'd already said before that we'd need to pour out a 12 pack lmao.. Not just one.

...

We hung out for a little while. He got off of work early and brought the rest of my stuff.

It was... Stressful. We got along ok. I showed him the videos I have of Parker on Youtube and stuff. And then of course the talk went 'round like it always does back to The Breakup.

And I couldn't help crying. He apologized and said he was confused and didn't know what he wanted and that money was too tight and it was stressing him out.

I was just like "Really? ...