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I can't say that I'm heartbroken. Because I guess, deep down, that's something I've always been - regardless of any situation in my life.

While my older brother and sister at least consistently had my mom around and my dad home more than he ever was with me,

I didn't really get that.

My brother and sister got to see my dad race back when he raced Sprint Cars. All I get are stories of all that.

By the time I came around, my parents were ...

The drivers going around/through downtown are the absolute worse. I don't know if it's worse on the interstate or on the streets going through.

Moral of the story: People in Tennessee Can't Drive. (Except for me. And my dad. I learned from my dad, hence I'm a really good driver). Or maybe it's just Nashville. IDK about how other Metropolitan areas are - Knoxville can be pretty bad sometimes and calling that place and Chattanooga a Metropolis is kind of a joke considering how... -not- ...

I can't sleep. My hips and back are murdering me right now. Jay had to get up at 3:30 this morning & be @ work by 4:30.. Something about an 18 mile trek with all their gear that's gotta be done by 7:30.

He made me help him get his bullet proof vest re-arranged, but it was kind of a fail. Those effing snaps are so hard to do. He just needed his mini water bottle thingy moved and the holders for the AK-47 magazines taken off. First I didn't put the water bottle case on right (he ...

Watching all these "16 & Pregnant" & "Teen Mom" episodes is really freaking me out.

I know how bad -my- friends were in grade school (they'd all gotten their V-Cards punched by age 13 - one girl had been 11. I was the good girl in the group. I just smoked a lot of pot. With my older brother. I was also 18 when I finally lost it) - sleeping around, sneaking out, all that crap. My best friend had her 1st son when -she- was 16 & her 2nd son when we were ...

..... And I'm Royally, Undeniably, F*cked.

that is all.